Upon mangled body my sins were laid;
Not wasted life, but payment made...
Colonel Achenar was whom Riq’s eyes met first, and watching him stumble along with his words and explanations was almost painful because it was clearly obvious he was only considering profit. And Major Sirrus, that was terrible too, seeing the cunning manipulation and startling calm, but at the same time knowing the mad genius that hid behind the facade and didn't show itself to anyone yet was there all the same.
Riq’s intent was to save and please everyone he could, even though looking back later that was an impossible intent. And he tried. Riqimo didn't fully know what the consquences would be until it was too late. Their words were simple enough. "Separate the Cleoggi from the mining operation." That's all he had to do and Riq was fine with that. The meaning was quite straightforward on the outset.
Only he learned shortly after and far too late that "separate" meant "choose." Choose one or the other. In order for the mining operation to be successful, the Cleoggi must be removed. Or Riq could let them live... and the planet will remain pointless, its potential left to waste.
Then there was a flash and the entirety of Riq’s mind seemed to shiver for a moment when he finally did that separation. He didn’t realize what he had done at first. Riqimo wanted to say something happy to explain of how he had finally accomplished this and now everyone and everything would be all right. That flash and those small rumbles of the holoprojector starting up didn’t mean separation…it meant
death. It meant that with the force of Riqimo’s will and his hands shaping the future, he had chosen a future over a past and present and seen a species shattered and lost.
It was too much to contemplate. Riqimo returned to the waking world feeling terribly cold and thinking how utterly
impossible that was, trying to convince himself that it all didn’t happen. But he couldn’t do that...
He had given the confirmation to kill a monster. He had signed the death warrant of those who utterly deserved it, who lived to wreak destruction and sadness to everyone they touched. It was only
right that they should die in such a strange and terrible way. If Riq didn’t, they would have led to hardships for the VE. They would have killed
all by preventing the VE expansion. But Riqimo also killed potential genius; a strange, twisted species with a seemingly brilliant mind and such pride and such…such
strength. Riqimo couldn’t have lived on an empty planet all those years. He did’t think anyone could. Yet they managed to take that maddening world and turn it into something. Riqimo don’t know anyone who could have done that. He killed someone who in another time and place could have been great...
“But...” Riqimo blinked at his audience, "in respect to Major Sirrus, we will attempt to capture and preserve some. This is not a wanton slaughter or genocide. This is more of protecting assets. And in order to do this effectively, we are only taking a small portion of the planet and protecting it, building it up. Once we have a better understanding of this species, further action will be determined.”
“You did it!” Rogueboy mouthed from Riq’s left. As if Riqimo had done something that he should be proud of.
Riqimo stumbled out of the chair and started to walk over to the door, he needed a breath of fresh air. Achenar turned to look at him, and Riq couldn’t make out the expression on his face. Then Sirrus looked at him and smiled, though it was a weak and far away smile.
Choose who lives and who dies, who flourishes, who falls. And that wasn't right. That decision was not his to make. It never was and it shouldn't have been.
It's not my place to decide that. And yet here Riqimo was going to kill a species whom he found he could hate with a passion and in that same moment found that he could forgive everything. And the scene played over and over in his mind as he headed down the hall...
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