Well, I just found out late last night that one of my old friends from high school was killed by a train. So I am a bit out of it right now. And among other things that are going on in my life I don't know if I could post at all. Life has jumped up behind me and has me in a choke hold. This leave may be a week 2 weeks, i dont know. It will be however long i get things together. I dont know how often ill be on irc either. its just my mind is i dont even know. If I feel it will be like a while before i get things together, ill tell someone to put me into reserves.