I think for now I best step back.  I'm getting combative and abusive again.  I'm not sure where I got the will power from to stop arguing for now but I have.

I will have little choice but to avoid these boards for a while.

I don't really much care if I find if I can't log back in when I finaly get control of myself again.  Mayhaps that's my problem, I just stopped caring.

If I've stopped caring what does that spell for the VE's future?

I used to be a force of support for the VE, a great writter, and I'm told one hell of a mission maker and squad leader.

I could be again but from my perspective it took an arguement getting out of hand to even get attention of any sort to our problems.

I should apologize to Talon and Cosmic.  Some of my comments about the DJO got too generalized when Fallen Angel's attitude about the DJO really set me off.

Does that change the fact that I believe that people can seperate wht they know as a person from what the know as a character?

No.  Not in the damnest.

If I can do it everytime I sit in front of a computer before I add to the storynets it can't be that hard.

I have gone and ruined what I used to be again.  I never could get back what I was when I joined this club in my previous bout and my latest one has probably damaged me even further.

Normally I am better then this.  Perhaps I have just had no safe outlet for all the things that bother me for far too long.

I'm rambling again.  Fish I'm not sure if I can really pull off our scheme or not, but it might be a wild experiment.

Have fun without me all.  I am just going to go ahead and try to take the next couple of days off which will be difficult since I have to work tommorrow and the best way to pass time at work is to read.
 
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Kuroishi Wraith VEA
Daishi Raptor VEN
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