Abalar was itching to do something. Down time was one of her least favourite things. There was little reason to roll out of bed, and even less of a reason to move beyond the four metal walls that enclosed her room. The last three days had been spent in her bunk, staring at the wall, trying to count every little divot, rust spot, connector, and scratch mark in its surface. Abalar usually lost count around one thousand, when she got distracted by a bigger imperfection farther down. Her eyes would flick to that one spot for a millisecond, but when they flicked back, she wouldn’t be able to find the spot she had left. Instead of getting frustrated, she would just restart counting again. Her brain had almost been left devoid of all emotion. It seemed that the only thing that was left was the strange determination to count the imperfections in the one wall.
This round was going better. Abalar had managed to move past the one thousand mark and was approaching one thousand three hundred and eighty one.
“One thousand three hundred and seventy eight. One thousand three hundred and seventy nine. One thousand three hundred and eighty. One thousand three hundred and…”
Ping.
Abalar’s eyes flicked to the datapad that had been placed aimlessly on her bunk three days ago. She stared at it, almost offended that it would make such a noise. Unconsciously, a low, short growl emanated from her throat. Her eyes then moved back to the wall. She searched for the spot that she had left. When she couldn’t find it, Abalar just started recounting.
“…Sixteen. Seventeen. Eighteen. Nineteen. Twent…”
Ping.
Abalar’s eyes flicked to the datapad again. She bared her teeth, but no growl was produced. She lay there for sometime, baring her teeth at the datapad, just to make sure that it wouldn’t make a noise again. When she was convinced that it wouldn’t make another noise, she started recounting.
“…Nine. Ten. Eleven. Twelve. Thi…”
Ping.
Some part of her brain woke up and remembered that she had turned on the “continuous alert” setting on the datapad. She reached for it, with the intent to open the message, then toss the datapad in a corner so she could go back to counting. However, when she reached for it, she found her arm to short. She then tried to use her legs to move it closer. That didn’t work either, as her brain refused to coordinate her movements. Another part of Abalar’s brain woke up. She then sat up, and crawled to the data pad. She touched the screen, and it flashed on. A message on the screen told her it was from Alan. Despite her intentions to just throw it in the corner, Abalar’s curiosity got the best of her. She opened the message, and quickly read it.
“Ooo, a fight simulation,” Abalar thought. “Alan knows me too well. He probably also knows how crazy I’m going.”
Somehow, she was able to get out bed, throw some appropriate clothes on, and step out the door. She picked up a light jog, hoping to clear her system before she met Alan. Chances were he would see how she had been living these last three days, no matter how hard she tried to hide it.