Wow, Darr, this is massive. The VE without Darr is...well, a scary concept.
I'm not going to try to talk you out of it, I'm just going to say that you're well loved by pretty much everyone in this club. You need us, we're there for you, so don't hesitate to log on IRC.
Best of luck sorting things out. And I'm going to say it even if it doesn't seem like an option for you right now: Hope to see you back soon.
*huggles*