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  Regents: Comfort for the Discontented
May 4, 2011 4:48:12 PM    View the profile of Amacuse 
Cayden felt the shuttle hit the deck of the Chrome Fox and he sighed.  Bimmiel is going to fall soon... I'm practically broken... oh yeah, and I'm half-insane... he thought as he moved the chair down the ramp.

Immediately, a medical team took him out of the chair and threw him onto a stretcher.  He knew that he had to answer for his actions... hell, he'd probably be court-martialled... But I don't care anymore... all I want, is to see Bimmiel and Onderon free from Imperial rule... and to do that, I'm going to do something unexpected...

Cayden looked over to Lieutenant Jayda Rollan, the former captain of the New Republic DP-20 Silence, and waved her over.

Jayda walked over and stood next to Cayden as he handed her a datapad.

"That details a plan I need you to read and execute perfectly," he whispered.  "Failure to do so will be fatal... for both of us."

She nodded in acknowledgement and was escorted by two SFs to the holding bay.

Cayden watched the doctors, along with Sarah, take him to the medbay.

"Now Cayden, you are to stay in this room until I deem you fit for duty, is that clear?" she asked forcefully.

He smiled and said "Yes ma'am."

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WC: 210

Yes... not even 400 words... :P

I could have wrote more, but it would ruin what I have planned later on... and would make it harder for those who wish to visit me in the medbay... :P

Alrighty Regents, this story is going from when we return to the Chrome Fox to when we return to Abrae.  IF you want to go back into combat, for some hellish reason, you have to clear it with Drac first.  Only then, will I allow a Regent to post on A Page.

Once A Page ends, this story will remain active until we get a training mission from Command, or until we can get one approved.

So, in the meantime... have fun doing some CD! 

EDIT EDIT: I want to see some personal development here.  If you want to do a personal story, feel free to do so... just post something on here noting that your character is going off to do something... like, filing leave in the barracks, or mysteriously vanishing... though, you do the second one, know that I may pop in your story trying to find you.  :P

EDIT: Can I get this stickied please?  Thanks!
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  RE: Regents: Comfort for the Discontented
May 5, 2011 10:20:50 PM    View the profile of Ellesmere 
As the shuttle hit the deck of the Chrome Fox Sarah sighed with relief. They were no longer on the Silence and she hoped to not go back to another New Republic ship for quite some time, she liked the Vast Empire’s fleet as it was.

As she and the medical team wheeled Cayden down to the medbay and she rattled off orders for mandatory bed-rest, she made sure to breathe in deeply. It feels good to be home… she thought absently as they finally reached the medbay.

As the doors hissed open, Sarah took a good look around and was pleased to see that everything was as she had left it. She kept her medbay neat and organized, and of course everything was sterilized twice daily when she wasn’t back on Tadath.

As she motioned for her team to place Cayden on a bed, she heard the doors his open once more and as she turned around saw Vanity and Maroy walk in. Giving them a critical look, she motioned each to a bed and told them to wait a few minutes until she had finished up with Cayden. As she finished up wrapping his broken limbs in bandages and prepping him for bacta treatments, she finally spun around and walked to the beds the two women were occupying.

After a few minutes of closely examining each woman, she was satisfied with their current physical condition and deemed them officially fit for active duty. Their wounds had healed nicely and Maroy showed no signs of vacuum exposure. She tried to usher them out of the medbay but they insisted on staying a Cayden’s side for the time being, too tired to argue she let them have their fun with him so long as he remained where he was.

As she headed to a terminal and started off on the mounting pile of paperwork she had accumulated, the doors to the medbay hissed open a final time and she was surprised to see Michele make her way inside. The young woman didn’t look well at all; she had a look on her face which Sarah associated with shock and some level of emotional tumult.

“Michele?” she asked with concern in her voice.
Michele looked at her, stammered out a few words, coughed up a breakfast which Sarah assumed she had recently eaten and crumpled to the ground, sobbing.

“Michele…What’s the matter?”

As she approached the woman she looked up and saw the two women as well as Cayden looking their way, she couldn’t read the expressions on the women’s faces but could tell that Cayden was concerned; it showed plainly on his face.

“Come with me, we’ll talk in private” Sarah told her in a soothing tone while at the same time putting emphasis on the last word, knowing well enough that Cayden would want to know what was the matter with one of his own.

She led Michele to a separate room and shut the door.  Leading her to the one bed, she made her lay down and asked in a soft but firm voice to tell her what was on her mind.  It took some effort but she was finally able to get something out of her fellow Squadron-mate; this was Michele’s first mission and she wasn’t used to the amount of killing she had done, nor to everything else that had happened.

Once Michele had told her everything she had wanted to share, Sarah came to the conclusion that it was simply an overdose of a multitude of emotions and stress, giving Michele a sedative to take that night as well as a few suggestions for home remedies which would help and finally reassuring her that what she was feeling would pass, she ordered the Senior Crewman to come back to visit her the next day. With that, Michele left the room and Sarah went back to her business with a weary sigh.

                     


As she watched Cayden get wheeled away, Michele felt an uneasy feeling come over her along with many more unfamiliar feelings and sensations, after some deliberations he decided to try and sleep it off. Upon reaching her quarters she dimmed the lights and lay on her bunk, not bothering to change out of her current set of clothes and found herself fast asleep.

She was in an X-Wing, an A-Wing was coming upon her and she knew it was gunning for her. As she watched it locked its weapons on her ship and she felt a deep sense of cold fear well up inside her as she fired a shot, watching as it blew up in a ball of flame and debris. Looking around her she saw evidence of more than one ship having been destroyed and ship parts and other debris were floating lazily all around her. At this point her heart rate quickened and she was breathing shakily, as she scanned the immediate area of space surrounding her she saw the familiar bright twinkle of stars and suddenly there was a Y-Wing in front of her, so close that it looked immense…

With a loud gasp, she started awake and decided to forgo any sleep. She suspected this first mission had been too much for her body to handle and started thinking of the things that usually calmed her down. For starters…coffee followed by a hearty breakfast.

A half hour later as she was putting away her dishes, she still didn’t feel any better, in fact she felt somewhat worse. Making the decision t not leave anything to chance she left her quarters in a  hurry and made her way to the medbay. On her way there she thought that she had done the right thing to go and see Sarah, as she looked down at her hand she noted that they were shaking violently, her heart rate was incredibly fast and her breath was coming in gasps. Furthermore she couldn’t get rid of the deep, cold fear which had her in a vice.

As she entered the medbay she felt her body give way, lost her breakfast and wasn’t aware of much else. The next minute, she felt Sarah help her to her feet and lead her to a separate room where they talked for a while. Afterward all she remembered was being handed a sedative to take that night and being instructed to come back the following morning.

In a daze, the young woman left the medbay and made her way back to her quarters.

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  RE: Regents: Comfort for the Discontented
May 6, 2011 11:43:18 PM    View the profile of Avalar 
Vanity walked into the medbay as ordered. She sighed as she sat down and waited to be looked over. She had not been wounded as bad as a certain someone, but she was not a hundred precent better either. Sarah looked her over and then proceeded to Maroy. Both of them were soon declared fit for action, and she attempted to shoo them out of the medbay. Vanity refused, knowing she needed some time to talk with Cayden about what happened earlier. But when Maroy refused too, Vanity gave her a questioning look.

The three of them were alone. Vanity opened her mouth to speak, but a very shaken-looking Michele ran through the medbay and into Sarah’s office. She watched her and then looked away as the woman became sick. Poor girl. Cayden’s face was filled with concern even as the door closed.

“I hope she’s all right.” Maroy’s voice. Vanity looked to her as she looked to Cayden.

"I hope so too... I shouldn't have put any of you through that..." he said, looking out the nearby window.

"Oh come on, Cayden. It's not like this is supposed to be something majestic and sugar-coated," Vanity cut in, "Fighting is fighting. Death is death. At the same time though, I do hope she gets over this." Just as she said that, Michele stumbled back out and left the medbay without glancing their way.

"Hell, I shouldn't have put myself through that... and now I have other issues to worry about..." Cayden said, grabbing his datapad.  He began typing away furiously on it.

Maroy stood and went over to Cayden's bed. She sat down beside him. "What other issues?" Vanity suddenly tensed. That Twi'lek was unnaturally close to him. But then again, maybe that was just something in their species she didn't know about. Vanity tried to calm herself. She must just be really paranoid.

Cayden stopped typing and sighed.  "Some people in the galaxy just don't know how to quit... some people just don't know how to simpy walk away... I'm one of those people... and, because of that, I've endangered billions of people..."

"Stop talking in your cryptic language again." Vanity stood and crossed to one side of the room so that she wasn't looking at either of them. "I seriously doubt that EVERYTHING is your fault."

"As we speak, one Onderonian battlecruiser, the HMIS Atlantis, is on its way to Bimmiel.  We don't have the fire power to take it down.  If we fail, the Gree, Mandalorians, and possibly the New Republic and the Imperial Remnant , will all fall," he said darkly.

"That's terrible!" Maroy touched Cayden's arm in a sympathetic gesture. Vanity saw this from the corner of her eye. She clenched her fists and tried not to do anything. She was just being paranoid. She was just being paranoid...

Cayden looked to Maroy and tried to crack a smile.  "I have one trick left up my sleeve, Maroy.  I can assure you, injured or no, Bimmiel will not go down without a fight."

She was so close to him. The vibes she was feeling were just wrong. They had to be. And yet she could see maroy's eyes looking at him longingly. There was a connection there. "Cayden, can I talk with you privately?" Vanity tried to hide the emotion from her voice. She refused to look at him in case her face betrayed anything at all.

Cayden looked over at Vanity and said "Yeah, sure..."

Maroy took this as her cue to leave the medbay since Cayden could not leave his bed. She walked away, leaving Vanity alone with Cayden. Once the door was shut, Vanity turned and approached Cayden. "Tell me what happened when I was at the shipyard. Something is different and I can feel it."

"I made my escape from the medbay, took an interceptor, and entered combat.  After getting my fill of A-Wings, I recieved orders to board the Silence," he said.

"And after that?" She tried not to let her anger get the better of her. He couldn't avoid her question. She wouldn't let him.

"Sarah wouldn't let me join the combat, so I was isolated to the medbay.  You know everything else, Vanity."

"No. In fact, I don't. You were with Maroy. What happened then? Huh?"

Cayden sighed.  "I kissed Maroy..."

The silence in the room was deafening. The horror on Vanity's face was immense. "You. Did. What?"

"I kissed Maroy, Vanity!  I kissed my XO," he repeated.

Vanity lost it. She waked up to Cayden and grabbed his shoulder. "You betrayed me? After everything I go and tell you, you betray me?!" Her eyes were alit with flames of rage. "Do you not remember what you said?! You said you wouldn't be like Korinth! You said you wouldn't hurt me! You acted so nice just so you could turn on me and do this?!" She tightened her grip on him, knowing full well that she could get in trouble for hurting him, but she didn't care anymore. This was something she could NOT deal with, and she would NOT even attempt to deal with it. "I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU!"

"You honestly think I planned this?!?  I'm probably going to get court-martialled for what I did today, not to mention what I intend to do if things go sour for me back on Abrae.  I have two planets depending on my sanity, and well... obviously, I don't have any of that anymore...  I tried to get myself killed today, Vanity... about three different times, actually..."

"Then maybe you should succeed for once! Maybe you should just get it over with! Do you think I'm any more sane than you?! Yet I don't go out betraying people I've told can trust me. Want to know why?! Because I know what it feels like to get my heart ripped to shreds!" She shoved him back, not caring about his pain. “You're just another example of how people never change. Everyone just goes around, lying to each other. Stabbing each other in the back. Even you, the man with supposed morals, even you are no different! You can't even consider anyone else's feelings in light of the situation because you won't let yourself. If I can do that, then so can you! So you have NO EXCUSES!"

Cayden pulled his pistol out of his holster, fingered it for a second, then set it on the bedside table.  "I have no excuses... I offer you the opportunity to kill me, again, Vanity."

Why? Why did he have to do this EVERY TIME? Vanity reached over and took the pistol. She felt the weight of it in her hands. She even considered pointing it at him and getting it over with. But again, something stopped her. So much of her just wanted to do it. But the other part of her, the part that actually cared, kept her from pulling the trigger. "No Amacuse," she used his callsign instead of his name because she couldn't bear to say his name now, "I will not do that. Don't get me wrong, you deserve it. Hell, that's what I should do. But not only will I have to live my life hiding from the VE, I will have to live with the thought that the one man I actually enjoyed being with was the one I killed. I already killed my father. Why would I kill you?" the feelings were frighteningly sobering. She could hear her voice as she shouted at her dad, in her head. She could hear the gunshot. She could see his dead body.

"Because, as your commanding officer, I am giving you a direct order," he said.

"And as your squadron mate, I can tell Sarah what exactly is happening so that they can consider your mental health."

Cayden sighed.  "Go ahead, Vanity... I know you want to... hell, there's probably someone out there who would pay good money for my head on a silver platter, which is probably seeming quite enticing right about now," he said, looking out the viewport.  "Hell... might even be Emperor Moore..."

"But he isn't getting you if I have anything to say about it. And if I could, I'd set out right now to kill him. I'm sure a lot of people would be happy about that. Including me and you." Vanity looked away as she spoke remembering her trip back to Onderon and seeing Emperor Moore.

"What if I want you to take me to him?  As a sort of last request, perhaps?  Either way, I am going to die, Vanity... whether by your hand or his," Cayden said, grabbing his datapad.  He looked at it, then smiled.  "I could pay you an unspecified amount of credits to take me to him..."

"It may surprise you, but I am not motivated by that kind of bribery. Amacuse, I am personally going to see to it that Moore does not get you. If I am here with you, he's not going to be able to do anything."

Cayden sighed then set his datapad on the table.  "'If you are here with me?'  What the hell does that mean?"

Vanity stopped herself. Should she tell him? Or was it better if she made up something that sounded like the truth? No. She couldn't come up with something intricate enough to pass Cayden by. She sighed. "I met with Emperor Moore twice. The first time was because I had stowed away, and Korinth cleared my name. The second time... Emperor Moore asked me if I knew you to which I answered yes. He asked me to spy on you, to find out your weaknesses. I refused at first, but then he said I could kill you. And I... I accepted." She sat down on the end of his bed. "And there was.... something else he told me...."

Cayden sat up and asked "What else did he say?"

"He said... that he was your uncle..." Vanity looked into Cayden's eyes. "And that your father, Dorn Tavers, is still alive."

Cayden's heart almost stopped, the only signal being the beeping medical equipment.  "He said WHAT?"

"That's what he said. Your father is still alive."

Cayden looked out the viewport and sighed.

"That's a good thing... right?"

"No, it isn't... my father is a brilliant military commander... that's the last thing I need this late into the war," he said, not turning to face Vanity.  "As much as I would love to see my own father again, I'd rather him be where he belongs right now: in the dirt."

Vanity was shocked. "But he's your father. He would fight for you.... wouldn't he?"

"If he would have, he would have attempted to contact Bimmiel by now... No, I'm afraid he works for Emperor Moore now."

Vanity felt a form of sympathy grow in her heart, but when she thought about the events that even brought about their conversation, she tore it out. No. She couldn't feel sympathy of all things towards this man. He was just as bad as Korinth. "Well, what're you going to do about it? Huh? Just sit here and love your little companion or fight a war worth fighting?"

"Bimmiel is about to be overrun, right now as we speak.  I'm stuck in a hospital bed, and most likely will be restrained in the next ten minutes.  I've done everything I can, save one thing.  The only thing I can do would most likely end my career here in the Vast Empire," he said through clenched teeth.  "Now, if you don't mind, Petty Officer, I believe I have answered all your questions sufficiently, and would like to be alone for right now."

She glowered at him. "Fine. Be that way. But no matter what, you have a choice. And I still have a choice too." She stood up. "Whether to side with Emperor Moore, or to actually help you and Onderon itself. On one hand, I get Korinth and I'd be working for Moore which could be good or bad. On the other.... I could get to be beside you even if it's just from a distance." She turned and crossed to the medbay door. "Have fun with your girlfriend you--" her derogatory terms degraded down to a mumble as she left the medbay, shoving herself past Maroy who had been standing there for who knew how long.

She wanted to be done with everyone and everything. She wanted to go back to when things weren’t complicated like the way they were now. Why couldn’t she just have NOT met Cayden? Why did he even have to exist? She let her heart open just for a second and suddenly he was there. In her mind. In her thoughts. In her dreams. Hell, even in her reality! Everywhere she went, there he was in some form. And then, the one time when she finally felt she could love someone again, he went and kissed someone else! Why was she to be cursed by his presence?!

Vanity had worked herself into such a rage. Her eyes began to tear up without her control. She lowered her head so as to look at the ground. No one could see her like this! But what she didn’t see was Coren up ahead. Vanity walked straight into him and made the mistake of looking up just long enough for him to see her face. Dammit! She quickly looked away.

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May 8, 2011 12:23:26 AM    View the profile of Maroy 
Maroy tried to step out of the way, but Vanity shoved her into the wall as she walked past. The woman's face was filled with an expression of hatred and utter betrayal. She turned down the corridor and bumped into Coren. He turned after her, with a startled yet concerned look in his face, and followed her. They were soon out of sight, and Maroy looked back over at Cayden.

"I wonder what her problem is?"

Cayden looked over at Maroy.  "I might have an idea..."

Maroy sat back down next to Cayden. "Something else going on with Bimmiel?"

"Other than I just found out my father is alive... Emperor Moore is my uncle... oh, and that the Atlantis is still enroute... nope, nothing..." he said sarcastically, grabbing something out of his pocket.

"Oh... wow. That's terrible. And what's that?" She reached over and grabbed the thing out of his hand.

"This..." he started, taking it back.  "This is a medal passed down to the eldest sons of the Royal Family of Onderon... I shouldn't be holding it now..."

"But... you're the prince, aren't you? Isn't it yours?"

"I gave it to..." he said, chocking on his words.  "I gave it to my fiancée before I left Onderon the first time... told her to keep it, as a small token of my love for her..."

"Oh... she died, didn't she?"

He nodded slowly.  "She was murdered... by our own people, no less... by the very people who had forsaken oaths they had taken to defend the Royal Family... and now they stand on the threshold of Bimmiel..."

"I'm sorry..." Maroy wrapped her right lekku around Amacuse and held him firmly.

"But... that is a story for another time..." he said, wrapping an arm around her.

"So... Vanity... she's mad because I'm with you, isn't she?"

"Perceptive, aren't you?" he said, cracking a small grin.  "Yes... she's very upset by it..."

"I never meant to upset anybody... I... I shouldn't have done it..."

Cayden held Maroy closer.  "There was nothing you could do... I executed the initial maneuver by picking you up outside that ship..."

Maroy sighed. "...I guess you're right... but the whole situation could have been handled better..."

"Yeah... I could have sorted things out before making any sort of moves..." Cayden grabbed Maroy's hand and held it tight in his.  "But... if I did sort things out, we wouldn't be here right now..."

"Very true..." Maroy smiled, then leaned in and kissed him gently.

Cayden smiled, leaned over, and kissed Maroy passionately.  "I have a question to ask... I don't need an answer immediately... but, I'd really like it if you would say yes..."

Maroy looked at him curiously. "And your question is..."

"I'd like to know if you'd be so kind as to accompany me and Lieutenant Rollan to Bimmiel?"

Maroy sat silent for a few seconds, making Cayden feel more and more uncomfortable. Suddenly she grinned. "Of course I'll come with you, Cayden!"

He smiled, then asked "You sure?  Because even if we managed to thwart the attack on Bimmiel, we'll have to invade Onderon and take down Emperor Moore..."

"Cayden, I gunned down dozens of NR fighters and helped capture a Correlian gunship. Do you really think I'd turn this down?"

"Well... no, I didn't think you would... but, it'll be dangerous... you sure you'll be fine with putting your life on the line for hundreds of thousands of people who you don't even know?"

"Not like I don't already do that for the Vast Empire. I'm in."

Cayden smiled again and kissed Maroy.  "Gonna show you off to my younger brother... heh heh heh... and take down Emperor Moore... hopefully, all in the same day too..."

"Younger brother? One Prince not enough for Onderon?" She smirked.

"My parents weren't content with only two kids..."

"Haha, that's nothing compared to my..." she trailed off. Cayden noticed her expression get darker and held her close.



Rylothean Overclan Council Chamber, fifteen years prior

"The entire Caeli clan is hereby banished to the Brightlands for the terrible sacrilege committed by Kaira Caeli. Take them away."

Several large guards began herding the gathered Twi'leks onto a repulsorlift skiff. Maroy turned her innocent little eyes up towards her mother. "What does he mean?"

"Don't worry, Beautiful Heaven. It will all work out."

But as the skiff took off, and her seven-year-old sister was yelled at by her family, Maroy wasn't so sure.




"Beautiful Heaven, they called me..." she murmured. "Sorry... I guess I still miss them.. a lot..." She wiped some of the sorrow off her face.

He held her tight and kissed her forehead. "Beautiful Heaven?"

"Yes... it's what my name meant... Maroycae'li, Beautiful Heaven..." She sighed. "But it no longer matters, since the Caeli clan is extinct..."

Cayden held her close and kissed her lightly.  "It does matter, Maroy.  It matters to me."

Maroy smiled slightly through her sadness, and held onto him as the clear, painful memories came flooding back.



The Brightlands

Maroy curled up in intense pain as the guard kicked her off the side of the skiff. She hit the scorching sand hard, sobbing her heart out. Her sister's body was dumped unceremoniously on the ground next to her, cold and lifeless. Maroy cried out in horror, crept to her feet, and stumbled off after the adults. Her skin was already turning a dull yellow from the blazing heat of the perpetual sun. Her mother picked her up and carried her, shielding her from the glaring sunlight.

"It's gonna be okay, Maroy, it's going to... be..." Suddenly the woman lost her balance and fell, dropping her daughter onto the hard ground. Her head feeling like it was going to shatter in a dozen places, Maroy dizzily stood up and stumbled over to her mother.

"Mommy?" She shook the older Twi'lek repeatedly, but got not even a lekku twitch in response. She looked around imploringly for help, but nobody either noticed or cared. "Mom..." She crawled up next to her mother's prone form and collapsed, too tired to even stand.




Maroy's eyes welled up with tears, and she started quietly sobbing. Cayden held her close and whispered "It's alright... I've got you..." Maroy curled up next to him, and sobbed quietly into his shoulder. Eventually the sobs slowed to a stop, and she fell asleep.

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  RE: Regents: Comfort for the Discontented
May 9, 2011 3:31:21 PM    View the profile of Fyston 
The whine of the engines could be heard by those in the cabin, and Fyston was shaken awake by one of the other graduates. Fyston hadn't bothered to remember any of the graduates' names, and was silently regretting forgetting the names of those that were assigned with him.

"Hey, Fyston, we're almost there."

"Thanks, wake the other recruits."

"Bossing us around already? You pass the Academy and get promoted to Senior Crewman and you boss us around on the shuttle?"

The recruit smiled at the end to signify he was joking, then muttered something about following orders before he turned to rouse the other graduates. Fyston glanced out the window towards the frigate that was their destination. He heard the other two graduates wake up, both Twi'leks, both male. One was a dark green, the other one a light brown.

"Guys, get your stuff together, we're almost to the Chrome Fox"

"Alright. Thanks for the heads up, I didn't even feel it when we dropped out of Hyperspace."

Fyston glanced down at his bag, in which he had a copy of the Naval Officer's Manual on top. He stuffed the book back deeper into his bag and closed the open bag. He glanced down at his chest, where his first and only award shone proudly. He pressed down his dress shirt, slightly nervous about wearing his Class A's when meeting his first squadron.

"Why do you have your sidearm on your belt? You're acting like an officer already. Don't you have high hopes and dreams, already acting like you're better than us fighter pilots."

"Oh, yeah, like I really care about you guys. There's a reason you didn't make it this far, and it's because you have no aspirations, no plan. You told me I couldn't get far on the simulator, I got past all of you. Shut up."

"Oh, the big bad officer telling his underlings to shut up. I guess we better listen, we don't want a court martial."

"I thought officers weren't supposed to say shut up. I'm reporting you."

"You're about to be forced to report to the medbay if you don't shut up. Obviously it touched a nerve."

Fyston felt the ship land in the hangar bay and stood up. He flattened his uniform again, trying his best to make it look professional. He decided not to wear his hat, as the Academy gave him only the standard dress hat, forcing him to order his own. Since it had not gotten to him yet, Fyston didn't want to place his current hat on top of his horns to avoid looking incompetent. He watched the shuttle doors opened, grabbed his bag with his left hand, slipped his dress hat under his right elbow and stepped in front of the other recruits as they went to leave.

The Zabrak walked down the exit ramp calmly, each step clattering on the ramp due to his shiny dress boots. He looked like he knew what he was doing, and he had to try to keep his nervous thoughts off of his face. He walked calmly into the hallway and asked a passing crewman where he needed to report.

"Oh, Warrant Officer Cayden Travers is in the medbay, down the hall to your right, sir."

Why did he call me sir? I'm only a senior crewman, it's not like I'm an Admiral.

Fyston walked down the mentioned hall and turned promptly into the medbay. He saw who must have been the Officer he was looking for. He immediately dropped his bag and saluted the man.

"Senior Crewman Fyston Sutsgy reporting for duty, sir!"
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“Vanity!” Coren followed her as she took off down the hall. He came up behind her and touched her shoulder. She slapped his hand away and whirled around to meet him straight on.

“Go away!”

“Come on, Vanity. What’s wrong?”

“Nothing for you to care about!”

“But..”

Nothing.” Coren stood there and watched as Vanity began stomping away again. He was shocked. She had rejected his attempt to comfort her. Before she disappeared around the corner, Coren regained himself and took off after her again.

Why had she been crying? Why was she so angry? Coren hated to see girls in distress. He wanted.. no, needed to comfort his squadron mate. The last thing he ever wanted was to see such a look on a woman’s face.

He followed her all the way to the hangar of the Chrome Fox. Vanity approached one of the TIE fighters that didn’t have anyone by it. Suddenly he realized what she was about to do. Coren bolted after her and grabbed her arm.

“What do you think you’re doing?”

“What does it look like? I’m sick of this place. Sick of people. Sick of everything!”

“So? Leaving the Vast Empire is not the answer! You know what happens when people desert!”

“Maybe I’m past caring. Maybe I’d rather just live the rest of my life in a hole!” Vanity wrenched her arm away from Coren, but he grabbed her again.

“Think about it! Just stop and think.” She was thinking. She was thinking about Cayden. All she could see was Cayden with Maroy. The smile that she wanted to be hers, smiling at that Twi’lek instead. She knew she was being selfish, but was it really that bad to hate the feeling of betrayal? Korinth had betrayed her more than once. For Cayden to even do what he had done was terrible. It was as if her feelings didn’t even exist. She felt her eyes begin to burn as her mind consumed her.

“I cannot… cannot believe…” she turned her face away from Coren as the tears full of anger and despair began to fall. In reaction, Coren wrapped his arms around Vanity. He held her close, and Vanity didn’t push him away, though she didn’t return the embrace either. Her mind had finally shattered. Her heart had exploded. She was numb, and she wanted comfort; real and honest comfort from someone, anyone.

“How about this,” Coren spoke as he held her, “You and I will take our fighters out and fly around a while. You don’t have to talk to me. You don’t even have to fly with me. Just don’t run off. Does that sound good?” She nodded her head after a moment. “Ok. I’ll get us cleared.”
Coren went off in one direction and pulled someone over to talk to. Vanity sighed and headed over to her fighter. No one questioned her as she got in and began pre-flight procedures.
It wasn’t long until Coren was also in his fighter and clearing them for launch. Once they were cleared they took off, side by side, into space over Abrae. Vanity liked the familiar feeling of flying a TIE again. The X-wing was ok, but it was nothing compared to the fighter she had been flying since she was first in the Vast Empire. The controls worked to erase the numb feelings inside of her. She broke away from beside Coren as she felt the hot energy return to her.

She began pushing the fighter to its limits, pretending she was chasing fighters of the people she despised. She saw Cayden in her mind’s eye. She pretended what he would do, which, in reality, was unpredictable. And so she followed the imaginary Cayden, and when she caught him in her sights, she pretended to shoot at his fighter. Once his fighter was down, she locked onto Korinth’s fighter.

Korinth.

Vanity felt herself become enflamed. Why could she not block him out of her head? Why did he have to come up every moment of her waking life? It was redundant and annoying! Her father shaped her into a neglected girl, and Korinth had shaped the rest of her. She was just an 18-year-old girl who had been used and mistreated more than once. That was who she was. That was who she had become. And all she ever wanted was for someone to just care for her, to be there. She had thought Cayden was that man, but he wasn’t. He was insane. She knew it, but she still blamed him for it. The man was not even worth loving.

So Vanity destroyed her feelings for him, then and there. She felt nothing except what she was required to feel in light of him being her Flight Lead and Squadron Commander. She couldn’t erase what Korinth had done to her, but she sure as hell could erase what Cayden had done.

Coren watched as Vanity broke away from beside his fighter. She began maneuvering as if she was pursuing an enemy, and he wondered what compelled her to do that. Maybe it was her way of cooling off, and if that was the case, he was glad he had suggested they take the TIEs out for a run. The look on her face had been enough to make him worry about the poor girl. He had barely gotten to know Vanity, but from what he did know, she was very temperamental and often flew into a rage. Still, even if this was something that occurred often with her, he did not want her to feel such things. Maybe it was that soft side of him that couldn’t bear to see a woman in pain. Maybe it was because she was his squadron mate and he knew what negative emotions did to morale. Whatever his inner reason was, he knew he couldn’t just leave Vanity to her own devices. She had proved to him that they could be destructive, and he didn’t want that.

“Coren,” her voice came over the com, “Have you ever been betrayed before?” The question surprised him at first.

“Well… yes. I have been.”

“How bad was it?”

“Well, at the age I was at, it felt pretty bad. My girlfriend broke up with me without warning. She apparently liked this other guy way more than me. I couldn’t believe it. She was my world, and then without warning she was gone. No explanation. No communication afterwards. Just gone.” Vanity’s fighter pulled up next to Coren’s. “Why do you ask?”

The com was silent for a moment. Vanity debated whether to answer. Could she trust him enough to say anything? But she needed someone to talk to. She sighed and began to speak. “I’ve been betrayed… again. By someone I thought I could trust. Someone who I thought was actually a good person. But he’s not. He’s just as bad as everyone else in the world.”

“Well, I guess I can’t disagree with that statement.” Vanity was surprised by his implied agreement.

“Do you think people are inherently bad?”

“Yes, I do. I always have. But that doesn’t keep me from trying to be better.”

“Do you believe people can change?” She heard a sigh on the other end.

“People can change themselves, but that doesn’t change what we are all inclined to do. I believe we are inclined to do bad things, but I do not believe we can’t try to jump that hurdle and be better than what we are.” He paused. “What’s with the sudden deep questions? Doesn’t seem like something you would ask.”

“Because… maybe I’m not even sure what I believe anymore. Inside I hate people. I don’t believe they can change, and I don’t believe there is good in them. But there’s this other part of me that hopes that maybe I can find one person who cares at all. So far though… every person who has even come close to me has betrayed me somehow. I have been stabbed in the back more than once. I have been used. I have been neglected. I’m just sick of feeling this way!” she slammed her fist on an area where there were no controls. “Is it that hard to ask for a better life?! I don’t want to be this way. I’ve been made into this! And everywhere I turn there’s some person promising to be there, and then suddenly they’re gone! Why does this stuff have to keep happening to me?!” Vanity broke away once again and began flying blindly, barely aware of what she was doing.

“Vanity…” every part of him wanted to tell her to stop, to calm down. But something told him that doing that would just upset her more. So instead, he waited, and eventually Vanity returned to his side.  “You know… there’s this saying that kind of sounds cheesy, but I have found it to be true.” When Coren didn’t continue Vanity prompted him. “It goes like this, ‘what doesn’t kill you only makes you stronger’. We all go through hard times, but you’re still here. You can use what you’ve been through to your advantage. I’m sure that whatever you’ve been through, there’re others who couldn’t go through it and come out the way you did. In that way, you are stronger than before.”

The concept was strangely beautiful. Vanity found herself actually pondering the saying. This wasn’t the first time she had heard it used; she had just never truly applied it to herself. And now that she was, she realized it was true. Not everyone could go through what had happened to her. Sure, maybe that was less true within the Vast Empire Navy, but in terms of an average person, who else would be used and still find the strength to fight for the next day?

She was thinking positively. Something was obviously quite wrong with her.

“Let’s head back. I’m fine now.”

“You sure?”

“Yeah.” And with that the two headed back to the Chrome Fox. Vanity set down her TIE first with Coren close behind her. She shut down the fighter completely and the lifted herself out of the cockpit. Coren hoisted himself out and approached Vanity. He looked into her eyes. There were still glimmers of doubt there, still sparks of anger waiting to catch fire. But he knew that those were the specks left from her past. No, she would never be a happy-go-lucky kind of girl. He didn’t want her that way either. She was better the way she was: strong, stubborn, and quick to act. He didn’t want to change her.

Vanity gazed back at Coren. Was he going to prove that he was trustworthy? Or was he going to betray her like every other man in her life had done? Either way, he had breathed new life into her, though for how long she did not know. Either way she found the next words on her lips to be some of the most meaningful words she had said in a long time.

“Thank you.”

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Yeah... more cheese. But whatever. It's more of a set up for a possible deeper relationship later on. So deal
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